Lost List of Things
I write the list of things to do.
Weighing the sum of the whole lot.
I might have missed half of that shit
If I never polluted the pad with my burdens.
Responsibility weighs me down.
I keep my head down in the work.
I don’t even look at that stupid pad
Until I have to add an entry or see what’s next.
I hate that pad that keeps me okay
With its things-to-do and its
of talking to me.
But when I lost it one day,
And I had no idea what things there were to do
Or what was required of me…
I think something snapped sideways in my mind.